a little... from özlem yalım... i like it,really..

I don't believe the stability of philosophies. History is important. I love baroque. I love its costumes, its architecture and music... Love red velvet. I feel close to art. But more close to literature. I read poem. I write poem. I paint. I sketch. I enjoy "watching" dance. I am passionate to rythm, in music, in aesthetic or in life... I search on the internet at 1/3 of my day.I don't watch TV unless I have to.I belive in "real" information.I love saxophone; violin is my best. I like eating but not more than cooking to people. I belive in friendship.I hate supermarkets. I do it from the internet. I love to travel. There is nothing impressive than seeing new places, meeting with new people, living new aspects of life I belive in eq more than iq. I belive in what comes inside. I love observing. But also impatient to get conclusions. I love istanbul. I hate istanbul. I set up targets. I hate to be driven out of them. I talk too much. Be sure I have much more inside.. I use mac. I hate pc. I collect things, packages, bottles, papers etc. I don't belive in visions and missions. I belive in responsibilities. I belive in experience. I enjoy taking digital photos. I wish I enjoyed seeing myself in the photos. I have allergy to plastics, epoxy and rubber. I prefer the natural use of materials like metals,wood, cotton or linen. Yes my hair is natural. Its not dyed or permed. I hate hairdressers. I believe in standing at the right place atthe right time. I believe in power of working. I never forget surprises. I do suprises. I love giving peresents. I ride bicycle. I don't do sports. I drive but I don't, in istanbul. I can't concentrate in autumn and spring. I hate cold. I hate hot. I don't belive in rules, moralty, I hate social clans. I don't trust people too much. I am obsessive about my personal stuff. I know that everybody is alone in fact. I am happy with that. I am impressed by the power of words. I write too much. I use notebooks: 3 or 4 of them at the same time. I often start many books atthe same time. I read parts from each. But some books are to be read at once. I hate orange. But my daughter loves too much. I don't forget people those teach me anything and those open my vision. I hate to be directed by others. I hate to direct others. I am not seen as I am outside. I wish to, but I am not. I don't belive in barriers. All walls can be broken. I don't care about money but I dream to be rich enough. I love black, gray and white. Also purple and green. and red affects me too much. I belive in new" beginnings". I don't believe in minimalism. I love merry-go-rounds and also fireworks, I feel good in forests; feel relaxed by the sound of waves. I often live with my past. I belive in being honest in business. I am creative when I am alone and when without boundries. I can't let my mind free for a long time. I believe in god but thats all. I love cats. Hate goldfish. I hate watching classic films.I prefer fiction instead. I can't help crying at the ceremonies of the national days, and of the "first- times"of my daughter. I belive in the necessity of social unity against poverty, abuse and war. I know everbody lies when its necessary. So do I. I am not afraid of myself, I change too often but I can cope with that. I belive in the miracle of "moments". My biggest project is to grow up my Lal. My greatest passion is experiencing a life that worths.